no feel well

i don't feel well today. i don't want to go outside. i don't even want my food. lay here on this kitchen rug all day. i don't know why. i never lay here.

i think i am making mumma have sads

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  1. Sheltie TimesDecember 9, 2011 at 6:40 PM

    Sorry Cain. We are sending you lots of Sheltie get well wishes.

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  2. C.MahanDecember 23, 2011 at 11:25 AM

    thank you. i feelz a little better today

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